A Little Probing Now and Then

Jesus said to them, “But who do you say that I am?”– Matthew 16:15

This question, posed by Jesus to his disciples, cuts to the heart of faith. It demands a personal, intimate response, moving beyond mere intellectual assent to a deep, internal conviction. Jesus, after witnessing the crowds’ fickle opinions and the disciples’ own struggles to grasp his true identity, seeks to understand their individual beliefs. He’s not asking for a theological dissertation; he’s probing their hearts.

Inspired by this inquiry, I found myself meditating on the question this morning, “Who do you think I am?” not in the spirit of self-aggrandizement or crafting a polished public persona, but with a sincere desire for self-discovery. This internal dialogue, a recurring theme in my journey of self-reflection, particularly resonated today as my birthday approaches.

The answers that surfaced were a complex tapestry of strengths and weaknesses, aspirations, and regrets. There have been moments of profound disappointment, a stark realization of the gap between my ideals and my actions. Yet, this honest self-examination, though humbling, proved invaluable. It provides a roadmap for personal growth, highlighting areas for improvement and offering a renewed sense of purpose.

While God undoubtedly possesses a complete and perfect understanding of our being, and Jesus surely knew the varied perceptions of his apostles, the act of questioning itself holds immense power. It fosters introspection, encourages self-awareness, and cultivates a deeper connection with our authentic selves. In the quiet space of self-inquiry, we begin to unravel the layers of our identity, discovering the unique blend of gifts, flaws, and potential that define us.

About the author

Webb Hubbell is the former Associate Attorney General of The United States. His novels, When Men Betray, Ginger Snaps, A Game of Inches, The Eighteenth Green, and The East End are published by Beaufort Books and are available online or at your local bookstore. When Men Betray won one of the IndieFab awards for best novel in 2014. Ginger Snaps and The Eighteenth Green won the IPPY Awards Gold Medal for best suspense/thriller. His latest, “Light of Day” will be on the bookstands soon.

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