Saturday after Ash Wednesday

I feel a great disturbance in the Force. – Line from Star Wars

 I woke to the news yesterday of the Earthquake off the coast of Japan, and became mesmerized by the pictures  of the devastation. It was a huge “disturbance” including the lives lost, property destroyed, and ripple effects yet unknown. They are already saying Japan’s coastline has moved 8 feet and the earth’s axis has moved. We wait anxiously of news about damage to nuclear reactors. Lost in the immensity of the tragedy are the individual losses and sorrows. There will be stories of individual heroism, bravery, and courage. There will also be stories of losses that will “cut us to the bone.” We all feel a little bit more fragile today. St. Francis said, “ It was easy to embrace God in all that was beautiful. The lessons of deeper knowledge, though, instructed me to embrace God in all things.”  Yesterday was a day of learning.


Lenten Meditations From A Time Ago:

As Lent begins God speaks to us and we strain to hear him. He speaks to us, and if lucky we begin to hear, ever so faintly, his call. The light of his call is dim, like the “first trace of dawn on the rim of the night.” At this moment, we certainly cannot be certain of what we hear and see because it is as alive and changing as we are alive and changing.

We must be careful not to fall into the temptation to say Lent is about “getting my life in control.” Too often we focus too much on the sacrifice part. By gritting our teeth and becoming as strong as we can be, we don’t let something be done for us that is more wonderful still. Sometimes, what will make “ all is alright” is something that can be had only as a gift. Buechner reminds us that, “…the one thing a clenched fist cannot do… is accept a helping hand.”

Lent is a time through our prayers, our sacrifices, and our meditations to talk to God. I have a friend who I rarely see anymore, sometimes for years. Yet, when we do visit it is like there is no space or time since our last visit. We keep up with each other sure, but there is nothing like a long afternoon together whether it be on the golf course or merely over a cold beer. That friendship reminds me of my relationship with God, and it is a window through which I see what my relationship with God should be. Sometimes the space and time between real visits with God has been way too long, as well. A mere hello on Sunday is hardly enough.

Lent, first and foremost, is a time to renew your acquaintance with God. It is time to visit an old friend. As we say in the South, visit “an old friend since birth.”

March 3, 2006

About the author

Webb Hubbell is the former Associate Attorney General of The United States. His novels, When Men Betray, Ginger Snaps, A Game of Inches, The Eighteenth Green, and The East End are published by Beaufort Books and are available online or at your local bookstore. When Men Betray won one of the IndieFab awards for best novel in 2014. Ginger Snaps and The Eighteenth Green won the IPPY Awards Gold Medal for best suspense/thriller. His latest, “Light of Day” will be on the bookstands soon.

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